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Day 332 / 2019 - Symbol Symbolizes

Salam. 

These couple of days, Malaysian has been strucked by 2 issues. The display of wrong flag during a basketball competition and the announcement of the brought-back ashes of the late head of Communist terrorist from the Malaya Communist Party, Chin Peng. 

So, this is my personal view and thoughts. 

1. Both acts are insensitive. The display of the flag is something that should not be happened, ever. In such a big event,it is nearly impossible that the design of the flag is mistaken because of technical problems. If it is a job of a kindergaten or standard 1 students, we can understand. But the fact that it is done by a multimedia company, is unacceptable. And the organisers should be at least checked all the contents during rehearsal to make sure everything is correct and in place to avoid such mistakes. Thankfully, the Police has started their imvestigation to see whether it is a deliberate act or not. 

2. The announcement of the bringing back of Chin Peng ashes to Malaysia is another pain in the arse. As Malaysians, we are all aware that Chin Peng has been potrayed as the leader of MCP "terrorist" for many years before.  The Government before and as of today has been rejecting the official application from some parties to bring back the remnants of Chin Peng. Suddenly, this group of people come out of nowhere announcing that they had brought back the ashes of Chin Peng and has scattered it at the Malaysian waters near Lumut and some at the Chemor hillside in Perak. 

This has sparked a lot of comments in the social media. The sentiments of the Malays towards the issue is very negative. They still remembers the terror acts of MCP that had causes many casualties of their families whom may be a police and an army officers. 

Some said we should not afraid of the ashes because he had passed away and the ashes couldn't do any harm. Some even said that Chin Peng will not be resurrected to once again bring chaos to the nation. 

Yes. The are right to say that if they think that rakyats are dumb or pembaris kayu. 

The facts is that rakyat still holds the negative sentiments of MCP and Chin Peng, especially the Malays. It is not that we are afraid of the physical matter of the ashes or its ghost.  it is about dignity or maruah of the country. 

Think about this. The ashes are brought-back on the 16th September 2019 quietly and based on the statements made by the Ministry of Home Affairs, they don't know about this and no permission has been given for it to be brought back. If the parties who had brought back the ashes is really sincere and do the act just to respect the family wishes, why did they announce it to the public after nearly 2 months? Private matters should be kept private and they know that announcing such thing could spark unhealthy sentiments of the rakyat. 

These are smugglers. I think the ban of bringing back the ashes has not been lifted. If that is so, these bunch of idiot, publicity-whore of law offenders shall be punished by existing laws of customs as well as security laws that are related. Their act can make so many people angry. Their most problematic act is that to announce what they have done to the public. If they kept it to themselves, then none of these negative sentiments would occur. 

Now, some may ask, what is the real problem? The real problem here is that the announcement symbolizes the "heroic homecoming" of such a head terrorist to the country.  This of course will make most of the people sakit hati as such a person shall not be treated as a hero of this country. 

Luckily, the group claimed that they had scattered the ashes in the sea and on a hillside. My question is this: Did they really did or not? How can we assure that they have not put the ashes somewhere else like a secret tomb or a shrine where other people can come and paid a visit. This could happened and if not controlled could cause more troubles in the future. 

This what I mean by a symbol, symbolizes. In fact, 2 symbols -- the act of bringing back the ashes illegally as a symbol of "winning over the ban" and the act of telling where they have scattered the ashes as a symbol of "the potential site to reboot their struggle" against the government. 

Allah knows best. 

Thank You. 

*The group who brought back the ashes. 


Day 200 / 2019 - We will be tested


Assalamualaikum

IN the Quran, God said, whoever says "We believed", will be tested. Surah Al-Ankabut, verse 1-3:

الم - 29:1
Alif-Lãm-Mĩm.

أَحَسِبَ النَّاسُ أَن يُتْرَكُوا أَن يَقُولُوا آمَنَّا وَهُمْ لَا يُفْتَنُونَ - 29:2

Do people think once they say, “We believe,” that they will be left without being put to the test?

وَلَقَدْ فَتَنَّا الَّذِينَ مِن قَبْلِهِمْ ۖ فَلَيَعْلَمَنَّ اللَّهُ الَّذِينَ صَدَقُوا وَلَيَعْلَمَنَّ الْكَاذِبِينَ - 29:3

We certainly tested those before them. And ˹in this way˺ Allah will clearly distinguish between those who are truthful and those who are liars.

Each and every day is a test for those who believed in HIM. There are certain degrees or levels of tests that one had to endure. Sometimes, the test is easy to handle while others are not.

Certainly, what I'm trying to share is that, currently, I think I'm being heavily tested -- and it came in many ways, many aspects, many spectrums. But I would not like to discuss it here, because it is personal and prejudice may occur.

As a believer, we have to believe that every test, every hardship is just another step for us to get closer to HIM, to know truly, who HE is.

And if the test came in the way of hardship, surely it will be followed by ease. Surah Al-Inshirah, verse 5-6:

فَإِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا - 94:5
So, surely with hardship comes ease.

إِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا - 94:6

Surely with ˹that˺ hardship comes ˹more˺ ease.

God repeated this twice, consecutively. This shows, that we have to TRUST in HIM. Every hardship is a test for us. God will make ease for us after that. If not here, in this world, HE will be, in the afterlife.

In this situation, what we have to do is to reflect. Hardship and Eases, both are tests. But we only remember Him when the test comes in the way of hardship, while we tend to forget HIM when it came in eases. Surah Yunus, verse 12:

وَإِذَا مَسَّ الْإِنسَانَ الضُّرُّ دَعَانَا لِجَنبِهِ أَوْ قَاعِدًا أَوْ قَائِمًا فَلَمَّا كَشَفْنَا عَنْهُ ضُرَّهُ مَرَّ كَأَن لَّمْ يَدْعُنَا إِلَىٰ ضُرٍّ مَّسَّهُ ۚ كَذَٰلِكَ زُيِّنَ لِلْمُسْرِفِينَ مَا كَانُوا يَعْمَلُونَ - 10:12

Whenever someone is touched by hardship, they cry out to Us, whether lying on their side, sitting, or standing. But when We relieve their hardship, they return to their old ways as if they had never cried to Us to remove any hardship! This is how the misdeeds of the transgressors have been made appealing to them.

Surely, God had tested us. We might fail for an 'x' times, but we should never stop trying to pass the tests, every time. Our belief in HIM can be increased (as well as decreased). That's why we are being tested. It's a chance to get to know HIM better, to be close to HIM, to understand HIM in a way that we are powerless, tiny creatures before HIM.

"Ya Allah, ampuni dosa-dosaku, aku memohon segalanya hanya padamu"

Wassalam

Day 144 / 2019 - Wedding Anniversary

Assalamualaikum

Facebook has not forgotten us.. ;)
Today is my wedding anniversary day. To be exact, it was a Friday and  today is Friday!

I couldn't imagine what my life would be if i am not married six years ago. My marriage has thought me new things. Things that I've had never experienced in my life before. I learn more about happiness, patience, courage, sympathy, empathy, determination and most importantly, gratitude.

Living in marriage is like living in a roller coaster. You have your ups and downs, the turns whether to the right, left, front and back. But one thing for sure is that you will end up at the same spot where the roller coaster starts and ends. I think this is the most important aspect in marriage -- any direction you go as long as it is still in the course, you'll be all right and arrived at the destination safely.

Syukur and praises to Allah for this marriage! I pray for more blessed life with my wife and children till the rest of our lives, please o Allah! Amin!

Wassalam

Day 8 / 2019 - Policy Cancellation

Assalamualaikum,

Dear Diary,

Today I decided to terminate an insurance policy which I bought few months ago.

The reason? I think i could use some extra cash this year and there is other alternatives that is affordable with good coverage.

The termination process will take a while and all my paid premiums will not be returned as it is not reaching 3 years yet.

That was totally fine with me.

I have a dream - to live with minimal debt and minimal spending but with generous help and charity and sadaqah and jariah towards people who needed help and for good causes.

I also dreamt of living in a peaceful manner, raising my kids without much to worry about money and stuff. I hope my household income and expenditure is not extreme and on a balance level.

Allah is the Most Generous Giver.


Day 7 / 2019 - Insomnia

Assalamualaikum

Dear Diary,

The topic came out when a friend told that some people that are having insomnia is taking drugs to cure it. However, when they overdosed the drug intake, it will cause addiction and later may affect one's mental health.

That is a topic. Another topic is the news below. Wassalam.


Day 6 / 2019 - Agong Abdicated

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Dear diary,

Today, the YDP Agong, Sultan Muhammad V of Kelantan has stepped down from his office.

This surprised me lot as I've dismissed an earlier message received from a friend  on the 3rd of January whereas it indicates that the Conference of Rulers had a special meeting among them, in which, are not attended by the Prime Minister and the head ministers of the states.

The details of the meeting are not told in the message but it suggests that the conference has decided that the YDP Agong should tender his resignation or be removed from office by the 9th of January.

On the succession of the YDP Agong it is still not clear who will the Conference of Rulers pick. As for now, the hearsays are talking about 3 figure, the Sultan of Johore, the Sultan of Perak and the Sultan of Pahang.

Well, I don't want to further wrote down my thoughts on this. I just hope the next YDP Agong will be a wise, clever and the best to head this country for the next 5 years.
Wassalam.


Day 5 / 2019 - Double Backdate

Assalamualaikum,

Dear Diary,

This is a backdate entry:

* Went to motorcycle workshop for service
* Brought mom to clinic for treatment

Wassalam.


Day 4 / 2019 - Muslim Entrepreneurship

Assalamualaikum,

Dear Diary,

Today is the first Friday in 2019. As usual, I met with friends for lunch while waiting for the Jumaat prayers.

We often discuss a wide range of topics. Sometimes it could go very deep and sometimes it just jokes and such.

Today, the topics is more on the halal food and how non Muslims perceived it. After that, we also discussed on how Muslims can be sucessful in their business and climb the ladder of success in entrepreneurship.

Well, maybe we should listen to this:
https://youtu.be/vjQWnbPdHkg

Wassalam. 



Day 3 / 2019 - Backdate

Assalamualaikum

Dear Diary,

Actually, I forgot to write this yesterday.. Now it is around 5 in the am, and I will put some points here:

* at lunch, discussed with a friend on loyalties and how friends sometimes forgot their friends.

* wife finished his 2nd exam paper.

* son having progress.

Wassalam


Day 2 / 2019 - Smoking Ban

Assalamualaikum,

Dear diary,

Today is the first day at work for 2019. Did the routine tasks and then reviewed some points on pending projects.

Then, had a little discussion during lunch about the smoking ban in eateries as well as EPL topics and how to manage wealth (as if I got so much money, LOL).

After that had some discussions with colleague and wife on raising child like my son.

Lastly, went to find a new belt as i left the work belt at my hometown. Oh ya, I also went to the night market to buy some fresh goods.

That's all for today.

Wassalam.


Day 1 / 2019 - A Resolution

Assalamualaikum....

Dear Diary,

It is the 1st of January, 2019. The rest of the year will be surely challenging for us all. Malaysians especially, will face the hard truth, where they will start to assess the performance of the new Government, after a 7 month of 'honeymoon' period.

It is not only for the government. Here, I would remind myself that I have a family to raise and live with. Although both mom and son are living far away from me, I intend to engage more into their lives. As my son is now reaching his 5th birthday on July, there are a lot to worry for what he currently is. A lot of life skills are still developing but not at a steady expectation. He must get ready this year so that next year he can cope with the formal pre-school education system in this country.

For this, I really pray to God that he could make my son ready for the future with all of the essential skills to be a good Muslim child. And I pray that He lend me and my wife, strengths  and wisdoms in raising our son according to His command although we are temporarily live away from each other. I also pray that He leads us to the right path and prevent us from going astray.

For work and everything else, let's see what happens next.

Wassalamualaikum.