Day 200 / 2019 - We will be tested
IN the Quran, God said, whoever says "We believed", will be tested. Surah Al-Ankabut, verse 1-3:
الم - 29:1
Alif-Lãm-Mĩm.
أَحَسِبَ النَّاسُ أَن يُتْرَكُوا أَن يَقُولُوا آمَنَّا وَهُمْ لَا يُفْتَنُونَ - 29:2
Do people think once they say, “We believe,” that they will be left without being put to the test?
Certainly, what I'm trying to share is that, currently, I think I'm being heavily tested -- and it came in many ways, many aspects, many spectrums. But I would not like to discuss it here, because it is personal and prejudice may occur.
As a believer, we have to believe that every test, every hardship is just another step for us to get closer to HIM, to know truly, who HE is.
And if the test came in the way of hardship, surely it will be followed by ease. Surah Al-Inshirah, verse 5-6:
فَإِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا - 94:5
So, surely with hardship comes ease.
إِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا - 94:6
Surely with ˹that˺ hardship comes ˹more˺ ease.
God repeated this twice, consecutively. This shows, that we have to TRUST in HIM. Every hardship is a test for us. God will make ease for us after that. If not here, in this world, HE will be, in the afterlife.In this situation, what we have to do is to reflect. Hardship and Eases, both are tests. But we only remember Him when the test comes in the way of hardship, while we tend to forget HIM when it came in eases. Surah Yunus, verse 12:
وَإِذَا مَسَّ الْإِنسَانَ الضُّرُّ دَعَانَا لِجَنبِهِ أَوْ قَاعِدًا أَوْ قَائِمًا فَلَمَّا كَشَفْنَا عَنْهُ ضُرَّهُ مَرَّ كَأَن لَّمْ يَدْعُنَا إِلَىٰ ضُرٍّ مَّسَّهُ ۚ كَذَٰلِكَ زُيِّنَ لِلْمُسْرِفِينَ مَا كَانُوا يَعْمَلُونَ - 10:12
Whenever someone is touched by hardship, they cry out to Us, whether lying on their side, sitting, or standing. But when We relieve their hardship, they return to their old ways as if they had never cried to Us to remove any hardship! This is how the misdeeds of the transgressors have been made appealing to them.
Surely, God had tested us. We might fail for an 'x' times, but we should never stop trying to pass the tests, every time. Our belief in HIM can be increased (as well as decreased). That's why we are being tested. It's a chance to get to know HIM better, to be close to HIM, to understand HIM in a way that we are powerless, tiny creatures before HIM."Ya Allah, ampuni dosa-dosaku, aku memohon segalanya hanya padamu"
Wassalam
Day 144 / 2019 - Wedding Anniversary
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I couldn't imagine what my life would be if i am not married six years ago. My marriage has thought me new things. Things that I've had never experienced in my life before. I learn more about happiness, patience, courage, sympathy, empathy, determination and most importantly, gratitude.
Living in marriage is like living in a roller coaster. You have your ups and downs, the turns whether to the right, left, front and back. But one thing for sure is that you will end up at the same spot where the roller coaster starts and ends. I think this is the most important aspect in marriage -- any direction you go as long as it is still in the course, you'll be all right and arrived at the destination safely.
Syukur and praises to Allah for this marriage! I pray for more blessed life with my wife and children till the rest of our lives, please o Allah! Amin!
Wassalam
Day 8 / 2019 - Policy Cancellation
Assalamualaikum,
Dear Diary,
Today I decided to terminate an insurance policy which I bought few months ago.
The reason? I think i could use some extra cash this year and there is other alternatives that is affordable with good coverage.
The termination process will take a while and all my paid premiums will not be returned as it is not reaching 3 years yet.
That was totally fine with me.
I have a dream - to live with minimal debt and minimal spending but with generous help and charity and sadaqah and jariah towards people who needed help and for good causes.
I also dreamt of living in a peaceful manner, raising my kids without much to worry about money and stuff. I hope my household income and expenditure is not extreme and on a balance level.
Allah is the Most Generous Giver.
Day 7 / 2019 - Insomnia
Assalamualaikum
Dear Diary,
The topic came out when a friend told that some people that are having insomnia is taking drugs to cure it. However, when they overdosed the drug intake, it will cause addiction and later may affect one's mental health.
That is a topic. Another topic is the news below. Wassalam.
Day 6 / 2019 - Agong Abdicated
Day 5 / 2019 - Double Backdate
Assalamualaikum,
Dear Diary,
This is a backdate entry:
* Went to motorcycle workshop for service
* Brought mom to clinic for treatment
Wassalam.
Day 4 / 2019 - Muslim Entrepreneurship
Day 3 / 2019 - Backdate
Assalamualaikum
Dear Diary,
Actually, I forgot to write this yesterday.. Now it is around 5 in the am, and I will put some points here:
* at lunch, discussed with a friend on loyalties and how friends sometimes forgot their friends.
* wife finished his 2nd exam paper.
* son having progress.
Wassalam
Day 2 / 2019 - Smoking Ban
Assalamualaikum,
Dear diary,
Today is the first day at work for 2019. Did the routine tasks and then reviewed some points on pending projects.
Then, had a little discussion during lunch about the smoking ban in eateries as well as EPL topics and how to manage wealth (as if I got so much money, LOL).
After that had some discussions with colleague and wife on raising child like my son.
Lastly, went to find a new belt as i left the work belt at my hometown. Oh ya, I also went to the night market to buy some fresh goods.
That's all for today.
Wassalam.


